purgatory

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5.25.26 – casual inspection

dipped in latex
pitch black
kitten heels
click clack, click clack
down the stairs
my favorite haunt
purgatory
oh, purgatory

dancing with the devil
flirting with death
swinging back and forth
between the beat
my heart

hear it stop
and start again
hidden stares
watch patiently
waiting for an angel
fallen from grace 
not meant for heaven 

judged and deemed
unworthy for thee
quick glance 
no chance
once a slut
always a whore
filthy mind
ruined 
by the horror
of the world
to use
and be used
to have
and be had
to love
and be loved

to use
and be used
to have
and be had
to love
and be loved

drowned in liquor
lights out
bunny ears
flip flop, flip flop
into fuzz
my static mind
afterlife
oh, afterlife

crawling with my demons
playing russian roulette
swaying arms up
praying for release
from the drop

hear it stop
and start again
hidden stares
watch patiently
waiting for an angel
fallen from grace 
not meant for heaven 

judged and deemed
unworthy for thee
quick glance 
no chance
once a slut
always a whore
filthy mind
ruined 
by the horror
of the world
to use
and be used
to have
and be had
to love
and be loved

to use
and be used
to have
and be had
to love
and be loved