paradise afterlife

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2.16.26 – downpour

"he's more myself than I am
whatever souls are made of
his and mine are the same
I have to remind myself to breathe
almost
to remind my heart to beat
he's more myself than I am"
 
the sky drops tears
down my window 
window to another life
another fig   
another choice
another me
might've made

in breaking my heart
I broke yours
in your broken heart
I was cursed

if I pine another day
I fear I'll waste away
waste away
don't let me fade away

if I long another night
I pray I'll slip away 
slip away
don't leave me to decay

damn it all to hell
torrential torment
downpour heartbreak

my soul, my love
forever tied to your light
in the dark night

wandering ghost
is this how it goes
will we be united 
in our paradise afterlife
paradise afterlife

"he's more myself than I am
whatever souls are made of
his and mine are the same"

the gods play games
with mortal hearts
hearts that flood until they drown
in love or hate
one and the same
there's no escaping our fate

in breaking the rules
I broke you
in your broken view
I was doomed 

if I pine another day
I fear I'll waste away
waste away
don't let me fade away

if I long another night
I pray I'll slip away 
slip away
don't leave me to decay

damn it all to hell
torrential torment
downpour heartbreak

my soul, my love
forever tied to your light
in the dark night

wandering ghost
is this how it goes
will we be united 
in our paradise afterlife

paradise afterlife
paradise afterlife
paradise afterlife

"I have to remind myself to breathe
almost
to remind my heart to beat

he's more myself than I am"